Thursday, April 30, 2009

changes

so I'm going to boston.. 

good morning.

Today is going to be a good day.

I hope you have a Happy Birthday, and I hope you find someone that will make you happy .... I really mean that. 

I hate the way things turned out.

ok I'm done.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I really need to keep telling myself the following things..

From He's Just Not That Into You.


Being lonely ... being alone ... for many people ... sucks.  I get it, I get it, I get it.  But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn't honor the person you are is worse


and..

Cut your losses and don't waste your time .  Why stay in some weird dating limbo when you can move on to what will surely be better territory? Don't want to hear it?  Fine.  Here's the answer you're looking for, "Hang in there, baby.  He's not the loser everybody's telling you he is.  If you wait and keep your mouth shut and call at exactly the right time and anticipate his moods and have no expectations about communication or your own sexual needs, you can have him!"  But please don't be surprised if he dumps you or continues to drag you through a completely unsatisfying relationship.




Me and Jolene

Sunday, April 26, 2009

fuck me in the beard.


do you think you're wasting your time with the person you love?
tricky..If he made up his mind already I wouldn't be having doubts



What do you get complimented on the most?

eyes


Name two people you tell everything to?

anthony



Do you have a reason to smile right now?

i dont know



Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

yes I could




How are you feeling?

tired from being at the beach all day





How do you usually feel after crying?

I usually feel a lot better.




Does anything hurt on your body right now?

My shoulders always hurt..but my cheeks hurt from sunburn





Do you want someone to call you right now?

yesssss.. you know who you are :)



Do you miss someone?

all the time



Is something wrong right now?

yes



Can you play an instrument?

i can play the violin and the recorder hot cross buns nigga



Are you mad at someone?

I'm mad at Jolene




Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?

nope i have work nice and early



Can you honestly say you listen to all kinds of music?

yes I do



Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?

thunderstorms enough with the snow



Have you ever fought over the opposite sex?

yeh hah not worth it!!!



Are you good at math?

nope! i'm like a down syndrome person when it comes to that subject



Do you usually listen to your parents?
i use to but not no more



Do you have any siblings? Do you get along?

yes and no and yes



Do you act more silly or serious?

depends on my mood



Are you good at keeping secrets?

im a lock box



Do you have any gay/bi/lesbian friends?

sure do!!! I love them



What are you doing tomorrow?

working until 5 then going out with dawn and lauren


Do you have any shirts with funny sayings on them?

not anymore i think i got rid of them all



Are your bedroom walls a different color than white?

no


What day of the week is it?

sunday


What have you done today?

saw ryan this morning went to the beach with my buds and thats it



Have you ever ridden first class on an airplane?

nooooope



What's your name without the letters a, b, c, x, y, or z?

krstl 


How often do you wear a belt?

neverrrr i use to all the time though i dno what happened



Have you ever had seagulls attack you at the beach?

yea for a bag of chips..they won



Are you excited for anything?

for saturday <3


Is there someone on your mind that really shouldn't be there?

nope i dont play those games




Do you always find it cute when boys call you babe/baby?

babeoooooooo



Has a boy ever asked your best friend about you?

in high school and then chris tried to ask jolene about me. bahah  




Do you like your life right now?

i wish things would fall into place already




Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?

just one



Are you in a good mood right now?

yes i am




Do you take compliments well?

no i get embarassed


What was the last thing you cried about?

ryan probably



Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?

nah i need a shower



What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?

water



Have you ever gotten the butterflies?

yea i get them all the time



If you could change anything about your past would you?

yea I would change a couple things




What are you doing this summer?

having the time of my life.. lol i dno probably what i do every other summer... a whole lot of nothing


In the last month have you wanted to punch someone's face in?

i want to punch someone in the face everyday

Summer is approaching.....


I haven't updated this!

The weather has been absolutely beautiful, I went to the beach today and I am very tan..




Wednesday, April 22, 2009

My day off..

I have a cold.. I haven't been sick in a while I guess I had it coming. 


Sunday, April 19, 2009

i really like this

Good Morning

I had the weirdest dreams last night..... They felt so real..


Saturday, April 18, 2009

i love montauk

My First..


I'm tired i babysat for 11 hours, and tomorrow I will be doing the same.. booo