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Sunday, August 9, 2009
Summer Summer Time
Change has been constant since my last post. My emotions are all over the place. I feel like there is no end in sight. So many highs and lows. I wish I was a happier person. I wish that things could be easier. I feel like my life hasn't started yet. I'm waiting for my kick off , and I think I know what it is but I don't see it happening anytime soon. I always get like this around my birthday, and thats in a month. I feel like since I'm getting older that things should be moving forward. and I HATE absolutely HATE that my happiness and my feelings of self worth depend on this one thing.. I won't get into details of it here. Not the time or place.
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you're watching the pot boil, you know it's gonna happen just not when. Waiting sucks but some things require all the patience you can muster; and believe it or not, its best you give this all the time you can so when it does finally come around you know for a fact that it's gonna be perfect. That every detail of it was worth the wait.
ReplyDeletelove you..
in a creepy way
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